Monday, February 26, 2007
it hasnt been a smooth sail for my relationship fer d past few days. sikit2 gaduh. ade je yang tak kena. i aso dunno why la. everytime i ask fad, "do u have any idea wats wrong wit us? have u ever think of it?" he'll simply just say, "i dunno.. wat u think?" alamak he ah.. like tak kisah tak kisah gitu. im sad la of cos when he say like tt. who likes ur own bf to say tt? then i just answered, "i donno i don care la since u don even bother to care." so whenever if ppl ask bout how's my relationship, i just ans.. "OKOK apple saje." hehehe..
so in d morning when i woke up to have a shower before im off to sch, i realised i received a msg from hym. it said:
u, sorry for wat i've done to u. maybe im not good enuff for u in d first place. i should be grateful instead having u by my side. i still love u d way u are till now. never will i wanna lose u.
i just smiled. im very touch when i read it. he knows hes egoistic and he admits. but i know walaopun he sekasar mana pun, deep down i know theres part of hym which is soft. tts what i love bout hym.
10:56 PM
xoxo, ita.