Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I certainly hate this feeling.. It makes me wonder what wrong have i done & what did i do to deserve this? Sometimes i feel tt all my attention fer hym just makes me wonder if hes even thinking about me? I feel like i've given my all and even try to be there fer hym but i dont feel like he even care. I don feel special anymore. ):
I dont know what to do.
I dont feel like eating.
I dont feel like gg to school tmr.
I dont feel like sleeping.
I dont feel like bathing.
I dont feel like shitting/pooing.
I cant smile like before.
I feel very........... I dont know.
I want to be alone tt is.
I hope im strong enuff to pull these thru.*SIGH*
9:48 PM
xoxo, ita.