ITA JOHARI ♠
22nd September 1988
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
I'm not quite sure what to blog about right now. There's just alot to talk about but i realised something. This is not "Dear Diary" but it is "Dear 1001 people". So i guess i have to be diplomatic, am i right to say tt? Honestly i don owe anyone an explanation what more to justify my actions.
I'm all alone in my room. The piercing silence only serve to magnify the emptiness im feeling. I'm like usual, feeling full of regret. It doesnt help tt im contributing to the amounting pressure he faces and the way hes treating me lately. Then again, is it my fault? Am i the only one who's too egoistic to back down? What about you? Our constant bickering has to stop. I tried my best to change myself, no more shoutings, no more hang ups. I've been really patient and try not to make things worse you see. But please, don take me forgranted. I miss US. The old us. I never felt alone since i had you. I never expressed enough gratitude towards you. Tonight i am thanking you for bringing me out of the shithole i've been in, for restoring the faith in me, for giving me continuous happiness and for loving me. I don want to burden you further. I don want to stress you out and to worry about me. Its the last thing that you need now. I love you and always will.
12:31 PM
xoxo, ita.