Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Oh i miss baby so much! I cant stand it any longer. I mean i cant hide my feelings and lie to myself. I just want to express how i am feeling now. AHHH!! I miss you you know!
Well im glad that baby's done wit four papers so far. And now he's left wit his last and final paper on Friday. I've always prayed and hoped he'll do well for his exams. Bless you baby. :)
Now all im thinking is, i cant f'ucking wait for tomorrow! Please let the time flies quickly, please! I can't wait to meet him and hug him like nobody's business!! =p
Valentine's day is round the corner. By then i've started work. It's kinda sad la because 14 Feb 2006, was the day when we first met and went on a date. *reminising* Well that was 2 years back. However it's still fresh on my mind. Thinking bout those times just made me smile wide. Heh! I sound so jiwang. I KNOW. Hehe. Okok get back to my story. The most saddening and disheartening part is that i'll be working on my 2nd year anniversary which falls days after valentine's. 19 Feb. It's a pity and i feel so depressed whenever i think of it. You guys might be thinking, "It's only 2 years. So what! Itu pun nak heboh2. Big deal. Macam tak boleh celebrate lain hari aje." It's alright to think that way because honestly i'll feel that way if i were you too. Well.. It just means so much to me la. I dont wanna elaborate because you'll know how i feel if you're in my situation. And yeah, for those of you whose not celebrating Valentine's please dont be sad. Im sure there's someone out there who's waiting for you. Be patient alright.
Oh yes before i forget, i wanna wish to all the people out there Happy Chinese New Year!! (in advance incase i've no time to update) =p
Ok that's all for now. I'll update perhaps later if im bored or tomorrow if im lazy or maybe the day after tomorrow if im super lazy and the day after tomorrow's tomorrow if im SUPER lazy andddddddd... Haha ok i shall really end here NOW. Takecare lovelies! Muah!
10:53 PM
xoxo, ita.
I MISS BABY